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Selfish (Selfish Series Book 1) Kindle Edition
It was supposed to be a vacation. Five whole days on the beach with my best friend before we made the move from Seattle to New York. I never expected to meet a man who would make me change the way I saw love and sex. I’ve always believed you can have one without the other. So, when I hooked up with a one-night stand while on vacation, I never expected him to be standing in the middle of my hotel room hours later. Proclaiming to be my best friend’s brother.
It took me two seconds to decide I wanted him for one night. It took me a day to understand that he was gonna want more.
I’ve always believed in love. But I’m selfish. I want more … But can he give it to me? Or when this gets hard, does he walk away?
RYDER
I’m married to my job. I’m twenty-nine and help run a fortune 500 company. I hadn’t seen my sister in four years, and I wanted to surprise her. What better way than on her vacation? What I ended up getting was a woman who knew exactly what she wanted. And for that one night, I was it. I knew that I wanted more. You don’t spend a night with someone like her and let her walk away that easily.
I’ve always had the means to buy anything I want. Too bad, she is priceless.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateDecember 20, 2016
- Grade level12 and up
- File size2.2 MB
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- ASIN : B01N8XZL8G
- Publisher : ; 1st edition (December 20, 2016)
- Publication date : December 20, 2016
- Language : English
- File size : 2.2 MB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 279 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #19,217 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #174 in Humorous Fiction
- #1,102 in New Adult & College Romance (Kindle Store)
- #1,539 in Contemporary Romance Fiction
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About the author

Shantel is a USA Today & Wall Street Journal Bestselling Author. Who lives in Oklahoma with her high school sweetheart, who is a wonderful, supportive husband. She loves to spend time cuddled up on the couch with a good book.
She considers herself extremely lucky to get to do what she loves while wearing pajamas. Going to concerts and the movies are just a few of her favorite things to do. Although she has a passion to write, her family is most important to her. She loves spending evenings at home with her family, watching Netflix.
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Customers find the book interesting and well-crafted. They appreciate the strong characters and their personalities. The romance is passionate and steamy, with chemistry between the characters. The emotional depth and angst are well-balanced, with the right amount of drama and passion. The heroine is described as strong and outspoken. Overall, readers find the book engaging and intense.
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Customers enjoyed the book. They found it interesting and well-written. They enjoyed the storyline build-up and characters. The journey between Ryder and Ashlyn was a great one, with drama and cliffhangers.
"Fantastic read! This book has all of the romantic feels in it that started as a one night stand and blossomed in to more definitely recommend it" Read more
"Ashlyn and Ryder, what a couple, and what a story. This story goes in so many directions, it has love, heartbreak, revenge, and a myriad of other..." Read more
"...On top of that you can feel an amazing story brewing on the side between Becca and Jaycent and I can't wait to see where Shantel takes us with..." Read more
"...about Ryder, and Ryder knowing exactly what he wants, this book is definitely interesting, throw in a complicated friendship with her best friend..." Read more
Customers enjoy the book's characters. They find the characters engaging and easy to connect with. The heroine is described as strong-willed, and the hero is portrayed as caring and dominant.
"...It starts off with a bang, and continues. Lots of push and pull between the characters, and love the intro of another building relationship with..." Read more
"...I absolutely loved these characters in this book! Ashlyn's character is so feisty and strong and I love that it makes her unique compared to other..." Read more
"...This is definitely a lighter romance. I love the characters and how they interact...." Read more
"Loved this and it ends on a cliffhanger. A solid read with great characters. Loved everything about it...." Read more
Customers appreciate the passionate love story in the book. They find it intense with strong female and male leads, a well-written plot that tugs at their emotions. The book captures readers deep within their souls with its themes of heartbreak, revenge, and attraction.
"...Definitely recommend and diving right in to the next one. Adult romance with spice." Read more
"Fantastic read! This book has all of the romantic feels in it that started as a one night stand and blossomed in to more definitely recommend it" Read more
"...This story goes in so many directions, it has love, heartbreak, revenge, and a myriad of other emotions...." Read more
"...This was an amazing love story for two people." Read more
Customers enjoy the book's steamy content. They find the chemistry between the characters instant and the sex scenes intense.
"...While it’s not the most incredible read it was fun, a little steamy, and cute. I love a good cliffhanger but I might not be finishing this series...." Read more
"If you're looking for a steamy and hot romance, then you need to pick up Selfish by Shantel Tessier today!..." Read more
"...meets Ryder while on vacation and the chemistry is instant, the sex is scorching hot...." Read more
"...Hot, steamy writing from Seattle to Panama City to New York! I was surprised that this was a cliffhanger actually...." Read more
Customers find the book engaging with an emotional range. They mention it has a good balance of passion, heartbreak, and intense drama. The story is described as inspiring and loving.
"...This story goes in so many directions, it has love, heartbreak, revenge, and a myriad of other emotions...." Read more
"...willing to tear you like a queen, obsessed with you, addicted and lots of passion! This was an amazing love story for two people." Read more
"...It gives you all the feels, and it's so well written it will pull at all your emotions. Yes, it ends in a cliffhanger...." Read more
"...This book had me on pins and needles! It captured me DEEP within my soul taking a part of it with it in the next sequel!..." Read more
Customers like the strong female lead character. They find her feisty and outspoken, though some describe her as stubborn.
"...Ashlyn's character is so feisty and strong and I love that it makes her unique compared to other female characters in romance novels...." Read more
"I love this author's UN series, it had a strong female lead and a romantic alpha male lead and I thought this book would be another great series...." Read more
"...Ashlyn is strong and outspoken. Ryder is hard and soft. They really do make a great couple...." Read more
"...Conner is an ass. Becca is better now. Ashlyn is strong and fights for Becca and herself. Bradley is sexy. The rest is a great read...." Read more
Customers enjoy the book's pacing. They find it captivating and addictive.
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Customers enjoy the writing style. They appreciate the dark writing and love the stories.
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- Reviewed in the United States on March 2, 2025I loved the main characters in this book. It starts off with a bang, and continues. Lots of push and pull between the characters, and love the intro of another building relationship with the side characters.
Definitely recommend and diving right in to the next one. Adult romance with spice.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 12, 2024Fantastic read! This book has all of the romantic feels in it that started as a one night stand and blossomed in to more definitely recommend it
- Reviewed in the United States on November 11, 2024Ashlyn and Ryder, what a couple, and what a story. This story goes in so many directions, it has love, heartbreak, revenge, and a myriad of other emotions. I read the first book, but skipped the second because it wasn’t the conclusion to Ashlyn and Ryder’s story. Book 2 is Becca’s story. I couldn’t wait, so I skipped to the third book to finish their story and I’m so glad I did, it was Awesome. I definitely recommend their story. Just a heads up though, if you don’t like explicit sex, then these books aren’t for you.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 5, 2025What a man! Who would want to throw away a man like Ryder! A man who is willing to tear you like a queen, obsessed with you, addicted and lots of passion! This was an amazing love story for two people.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 22, 2016I had been in a book funk going into this book so had high hopes for Selfish as Shantel is one of my favorite authors. She yet again did not disappoint. I absolutely loved these characters in this book! Ashlyn's character is so feisty and strong and I love that it makes her unique compared to other female characters in romance novels. She's guarded and maybe even a little irrational in her thoughts but that's what makes her work. Then you add in Ryder who at first appears to be just a playboy but you quickly learn he is so much more than that. He is gentle and rough all at the same time and that made for the perfect pairing between these two!
On top of that you can feel an amazing story brewing on the side between Becca and Jaycent and I can't wait to see where Shantel takes us with that!!!
This book does have a cliffy and let me tell you it is one that is going to leave your jaw on the ground but I personally love that! I love the anticipation of what is to come next and it gives me something to look forward to! I can not wait to see where Shantel takes this book but I have no doubt that book two will be just as amazing as book one!!!
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- Reviewed in the United States on September 5, 20243/5 ⭐️
Spice: 1.5/5 🌶️
This book was a good basic romance of slightly forbidden (best friends brother) love. While it’s not the most incredible read it was fun, a little steamy, and cute. I love a good cliffhanger but I might not be finishing this series. We’ll see though!
- Reviewed in the United States on September 5, 2017If you're looking for a steamy and hot romance, then you need to pick up Selfish by Shantel Tessier today!
When Ashlyn and Becca take one last hurrah after graduating college to Panama City before heading off to New York City to start their lives, Ashlyn wasn't looking for romance, she was just looking for a little fun, and she never expected to fall into bed with Becca's older brother Ryder, or for them to have a connection. Ashlyn has rules for the night they spent together and she had no clue that "Ry" was who he was, so when she finds out the next morning that he's Becca's older brother there to surprise her for their trip, she's in shock and can't get away from him soon enough. Ryder on the other hand, who's usually the one being chased, is doing all the chasing in this book. He's intrigued by Ashlyn and can't get enough of her.
With Ashlyn confused on how she feels about Ryder, and Ryder knowing exactly what he wants, this book is definitely interesting, throw in a complicated friendship with her best friend Bradley, and dealing with Becca and her awful boyfriend Connor and this book is a roller coaster. I wanted Ashlyn to see what she had in front of her with Ryder, but she was stubborn and scared, and it seemed every time she was willing to take a chance, something or someone would step in the way and scare her off. These two have the chemistry, the attraction, and everything to be perfect for one another. Ryder treats her like a queen and understands her like no one else. The fact that she's not a money grabber and could care less about Becca and Ryder's money is refreshing to Ryder, and how much she loves his sister is something he adores.
As much as I wanted to strangle Ashlyn many times in this book, I did understand her fear. She wants that love that is all consuming, but she's afraid to let herself have it, and doesn't see it's sitting right there in front of her. She's comfortable with what she has, and it's not until she loses it that she realizes what she has. This book had me on the edge of my seat throughout this entire book with the "will they or won't they" theme, and the hot sex scenes were exactly that HOT! Ashlyn and Ryder are amazing together, but the ending nearly killed me! I am definitely looking forward to diving right into Myself to read Becca's story and I can't wait to read Selfless to see what happens next with Ashlyn and Ryder. I definitely recommend reading Selfish as it is angsty, full of laughs, and steam!
- Reviewed in the United States on May 9, 2020This is the first book I've read by Shantel Tessier and even though it's a cliffy it's well worth the read. You can't be mad at a book that's so good, you stay up til all of hours of the night because you can't put it down. It gives you all the feels, and it's so well written it will pull at all your emotions.
Yes, it ends in a cliffhanger. Yes you'll have to wait until the 3rd book to wrap everything up. Unless you wanna skip book 2 in this series that's about Becca (Ashlyn's BFF) and Jaycent (Becca's brother Ryder's best friend). But why would you when you also get to see what Ashlyn and Ryder's story looked like through their eyes as you get to read how their story came to be. I wouldn't...But maybe that's just me. I liked this book so much I'm off to buy book 2 so I can read about Becca and Jaycent's story. Cause I can't wait to hear what Shantel has in store for them.
Just get this book and start your journey with this group of friends. I haven't read the other books in the series, but if they're written as good as this one, I don't think I'm gonna be disappointed!
Top reviews from other countries
- KerryannReviewed in the United Kingdom on November 10, 2023
5.0 out of 5 stars Great saucy read
I really enjoyed this book. Lots of smut not a bad storyline either. A quick enjoyable read.
- amandaReviewed in Australia on February 5, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Love this book!! Shantel writes amazing stories, leaves you on a excruciating cliffhanger, love it
- NicShef❤️ReadingReviewed in Australia on December 28, 2016
4.0 out of 5 stars Unresolved...
I have to say I'm a big fan of Shantel Tessier's, I've read almost all of her books and pretty much know what to expect when reading one well I thought I knew ... until Selfish. I thought I knew how I was going to rate and review this book but I did not see this book coming... its far darker than her other reads and the BDSM is a big part of it.
While I really loved this author's "UN" series, it had strong female leads and alpha (yet still Romantic) male leads this book quite was not in the same vain - unfortunately, I had to force myself to continue to read it at times as the writing is a little repetitive and at times the plot quite conflicted and when I realised it was a cliffhanger I was GAH!
As the story went on, I absolutely adored Ryder, but I kept smacking my head with some of the reactions and situations Ashlyn found herself in. Ashlyn thinks like a woman who has never been shown love; Ryder, who hasn't seen love from his parents, wears his emotions on his sleeve.
Ashlyn is quite frankly a bit too loose for me. I am all for women's sexuality but this author really overdoes her sleeping around. This was balanced by the fact I loved Ryder. I thought Ryder was sweet, kind, caring, and charming you could see how much he cared.
While I did enjoy this book in parts, I really have no idea how to rate it or not give away any spoilers BUT I do want to warn that I wish I had known this book was going to end in a cliffhanger - there's too much unresolved. 3.5 Stars
- MLM 66Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 16, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Selfish...What an ending..!! 5*+
Oh my goodness Shantel Tessier has done it to us again... I need the 2nd book Selfless now.!
Why do I always feel nervous about the ending of every story from this author, that's how I felt this time and I hadn't even finished the first chapter, it's because of what she has done previously with all her endings, whether it be the a shock that is totally heartbreaking, a twist that makes you think one thing when it's actually another and then having to wait for the next book or just the shear anticipation of the outcombe.
The first couple of chapters we are introduced to most of the characters some more important than others but they all play a part regardless. As we get half way through chapter 3 its the start of the vacation in Florida for Ashlyn, Becca and Conner and Ryder and Jaycen, this is where the story starts to take hold, you know it's going to be brilliant because Ashlyn has already attracted your attention with her fabulous personality and her kick ass attitude and she hasn't even met Ryder yet.
While contanplating Ashlyn we have Conner to contend with and it doesn't take you long before you have him worked out... there's always one and he's it!
Everything's forgotten about once Ryder comes on the scene, together with Ashlyn they are quite the pair vying for each other's attention in equal measures.
At this stage we have no idea what this story has in store for us, we can only speculate and once Ashlyn and Ryder begin to form a relationship of sorts we have to wonder about Bradley who sort of gets forgotten about he might be back in Seattle but he's there all the same and you know that somewhere down the line he's going to pop up. Ashlyn really should have put him in the picture and told him about Ryder but she never thought she needed to and so it ended back firing on her, she never saw it all happening the way it did... miss understandings to say the least and before you know it Ashlyn has lost Ryder and Bradley. At this point I was more worried about Ryder because let's face it the way he stormed off in a rage and drove away in his Escalade that was my main concern not worrying to much about Ashlyn's state of mind but it looks very much like I should have... oh my goodness and this is what I'm on about Shantel Tessier doing what she does best creating turmoil.! And let's not ignore Becca and Jaycen while we're at it I was waiting for Ryder to find out but it looks like we'll be waiting some more.!
Dispite everything that goes on throughout this fabulous storyline it is a beautiful love story.!
Please please hurry with Selfless..
Thank you .
- lyndsayReviewed in the United Kingdom on August 19, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Loved it!!!!
Amazing loved it!!! Great characters, can't wait to read the next book. Good fun with enough drama to keep it interesting without losing day to day life. Great sex scenes wrote to a classy standard and not some cheap smut. Will definitely be checking out authors other work.